feeling: Extremely bored
Listening: Sound of the fan
It's been so long since I posted anything, and I have no idea why I am doing this, pretending that there is a group of people interested in my life and in what I am doing. Haha but isn't that what all social media is about - acting like you're some star and talking to a group of invisible audience. Perhaps it's due to the fact that there is only so many things that you can talk to yourself about before you go crazy. Yes I keep talking to myself gosh.
My hair smells like honeydew.
Anyway, life is good and peaceful. Every day is a good day. I'm still staying in the same hall, but this time in a single room, which is a bliss, when the weather is not too hot, because then I'd start getting frustrated. All of the people I hang out with in hall are out on industrial attachment/exchange, and the only remaining friend I have (Amelia) is forever busy, so after school I'm usually alone, which is nice, but the biggest problem I have every single day is FOOD. You know when you have a friend, you wouldn't mind taking bus / walking to somewhere further for dinner, but when you're alone and free and bored, suddenly Canteen 2 seems extremely far, and the only thing I have for dinner everyday is the ban mian in Can 14, and at 8.30pm no less, when there is no crowd in the canteen. Oh gosh I sound like some loner.
I am totally fine with being by myself (which sounds so different from 'being alone', because I don't feel lonely at all), but somehow my mum feels super worried - that I'd get depression from talking to myself too much. So she whatsapps me every other day asking me to "on skype" to talk, which is so cute haha. It seems like after school ends everyday my only entertainment is whatsapp (so sorry if I spam people when I am too bored), candy crush, facebook and twitter. And my own mind and unlimited thoughts and imagination (HAHA I am so gross).
I started this entry with the purpose of writing about my life now - what I've been doing, what I am busy with, etc. But now that I think of it, I really don't do anything much every day. I go to school, I talk to my friends, I come back to hall, I nap, eat, do tutorial, watch dramas x4798432, I sleep. I really am so nua. I don't take photos anymore, I haven't got around to learning the ukulele, I get too lazy to make posters, I don't sew because the machine is at home, I don't cook because I hate washing. SERIOUSLY WHAT IS IT THAT I DO?
Random change of topic - I am 22 years old. Whaaaat. I really can't believe that I've worn the key my mummy gave me for one whole year (and 1 month) already. I have friends who are in their final sem, and next year at this time, I'd be out in some school doing my final attachment, and before I know it, I'd be working, like a real adult! But then again, I remember wanting to grow up, to grow old, but now that I really am OLD, I don't think I've grown UP? I really hope that in spite of all these hustle bustle and busy life (that I am going to lead), I'd continue to feel young at heart. Oh shit this is getting emo.
Another random thing, I have been taking health supplements lately, and seriously the tablets are damn big. I always feel like I'd choke on them. Wouldn't it be super ironic if I choke and die on a health supplement that is supposed to prolong my life? (CHOY) (HAHA)
I'm just gonna end this entry abruptly because I need to dry my hair.
