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Last Updated: November 3, 2008
Why am I writing this? Simple... cause I am bored. :D
I think I am a funny person. Funny only when you know me though. Funny only when I want to be. I am pretty boring when I am with people I don't really know. And I don't like to make small talks because they're awkward and I don't like it. I am not easy to talk to, unless you know me well.
I am irritating and I find joy in disturbing people. I like being sarcastic and I like making stupid jokes that leave people telling me "Not funny" (I have such mean friends). I like to laugh, and I like to make stupid faces. I like to act cool but gravity loves me and I always end up tripping over things. I always drop things and I always misplace things.
I like kids. They're so cute and their innocence is so loveable. I will name my children Arene and Benzene. No it's not an overdose from Chemistry. It's just that I think it sounds cool with the -ene and it's A and B. My 3rd child will be named C__ene. Charlene? :D
I don't trust easily. I don't open up easily. I share secrets only with a few closed and privileged (HAHA) ones. I am interested in gossips but I don't really care if you don't tell me. I am shy too, even though I don't usually look it.
I like guys that play sports, even though I can't play it. I like funny and charming guys. And I think the easiest way for a guy to attract a girl is to look at her in the eye intensely. A guy have to stay mysterious too. That's sexy. Hehe.
I like taking the bus alone. I like walking around alone. I like to bath. I like to listen to music and stone. It's great opportunity to clear my mind and think through things, or just waste my life away. I like to people watch. I like to be emo occasionally. I like to stay at home. I think there's an otaku in me. ;D
I love my family. We might not be the prettiest or the richest, and we might not have the best past or background, but I still think my family members are beautiful. I might not be proud of what happened but it's because of certain events in the past that has groomed me to what I am today.
I love my girlfriends. Even though there might be hiccups and hurdles in the middle of our journey, we've been through so much and we're still going strong as ever, even after graduating for so long. I'm proud of us. I also love how we are so true to each other. I don't keep any secrets from them can you believe it. :D And they know all my crushes and eyecandies and even my cup size.
I love my friends. I love everyone that I have been blessed with, every single person.
I love taking pictures, and I will continue taking them because I want to capture the moments in my life. Because what are memories? Your brain lies and forgets. Memories fade. Photos are the best testaments, don't you think?
I love to draw. But somehow I can't draw happy things and most things I draw are emo and scary? I like coloring too. Haha. I like to draw eyes but I can only draw the right eye. Somehow it looks really weird when I fill in the left eye. I drew my shoes as well and I am proud of it. ;)
I love singing. I don't sing very well but I love it. I sing to most songs and I can remember lyrics really well. I listen to all sorts of songs. Fast, slow, rock, pop, indie, alternative rock, classical,...etc. As long as they're pleasant, I'm game. Oh I love singing duets. ♥ And I can't dance.
I love taking walks. And I love sleeping. I love stoning and slacking. In short, I love everything that doesn't involve too much brainpower and energy. The thing I like to do that requires the most energy will most probably be shopping. I am lazy and I hate running. I can't play sports. Does this make me unappealing? Haha I don't really care if I appeal to you anyway.
I love drinking bubble tea, love eating, love ranting (to Kenneth), love watching dramas, love Japan (just some parts of it. Not the hentai parts btw), love Yamapi. Love Chuck Bass too! He's really sexy.
I love dressing inappropriately. When they say Singaporeans underdress, they probably meant me. I have only 2 pairs of shoes. School canvas shoes and sandals. I don't wear anything that bites me, not even if they look nice. I can pair my dress with a pair of sandals. And if you tell me they don't match, I don't really care.
There's many things I don't like, and I complain a lot. I hate vegetables, hate waiting for things/people (even though I am always late), hate selfish people, hate mean people, hate people that stare at me like I owe them a million dollars, hate smelly people, hate seating with strangers on buses, hate having to stand on public transport, hate ants and insects, hate Project Work.
The greatest regret in my life is giving up piano when I haven't even reach a single grade. It's a long story that involves the music school owing (this is a funny looking word) us money when the teacher went for a leave and never came back. I therefore conclude that I have no musical talents whatsoever. I know how to play the angklung though. HAHA. And I used to play the erhu... for less than a year before I quit. Oh I'm such a quitter.
My greatest dream is to drive a lamborghini along a super long stretch of road that belongs to me. I want to open a farm in New Zealand. I want to lie on a field and gaze at the star-studded sky with my loved one.
In my dreamhouse I'd have a big kitchen and oven. There'll be a giant playroom with toys, and I will have a beautiful room. There'll be kids running around. I'd be a mother that my children will be proud of. I'd bake nice cookies and pies and muffins. I'd work from home because I want to be there for my kids.
I'm serious. Never knew there's a motherly instinct in me. Life is amazing.
I am also a hopeful romantic. ;)
What a long post. :D
