Feeling: BLESSED
Listening: Candles - Hey MondayToday I had a mixture of emotions. Tired, agitated, scared, depressed, sad, sick, calm, tired, happy, excited, ultra super duper excited. Wow.
THIS IS A LONG WORDY POST WITH NO STRUCTURE BTW. :D:D
So first period was Physics. Scared to the max. Scared because I am so screwed and scared because I am scared of my Physics teacher. I can see that he's trying very very hard and so I will try very very hard too. Actually all the teachers are. And it sucks that as much as we want to produce results for them, and for ourselves, sometimes your capacities are just so limited.
And then after that we got back our Econs paper. I was damn sad because I really wanted a pass, which I didn't secure. I guess my expressions were damn screwed because Rachel Tang was like "EH SHARON TO don't cry leh!" It was okay at first but after she said that I began tearing. Sigh so embarrasing. I so cool where can cry one right? :'(
So my cute classmates (especially Rachel the monster) and Selena and Blanche were all really nice. *touched* And then after that was Maths lecture. HAHAHA the only 2 guys in my band Desmond and Hianchong aka my PW members waited for me I think they scared I cry. HAHAHAHAHAA! And I met Kuan, Weijia and Charmaine on the way. Theyalso so nice (and random but Charmaine so cool~). *touched again* They all made me feel so sooo sooooooo xinfinity much better. ♥♥ Don't know if they'd read this but I really appreciate it a lot okay!!
I got E for Paper 1, that's why I'm in Band 1. But my Paper 2 was crazily bad. I got only 8/60 for my Statistics what shit! And so in the end my total was another U-grade. SIGH my mood sank to the bottom of the ocean!! BUT after that I went to LT4 to get class fund and something made me smile. (Even though it was a sad smile but at least I moved my cheek muscles) And Gina gave me a half hug/ pat on shoulder. ♥ *touched again* And then there was Vincent who I have not had a chance to talk to properly in ages!!
Then later after school I went to eat good food with Hils, Blanche and Trace. Blanche sorta chided me for not being serious and stuff, which I agree. Wake up call cause it's a scolding from BLANCHE. Sighhhh.
Kk after that was study at the library with Hils because we were waiting for Kuanyee and Gina~ for dinner. I was quite high! No idea why. Then later we met them for dinner at around 8pm and we had lotsa fun catching up with each other and just talking and relaxing. Sigh I just heart them deeeep deeeeeeep. ♥ HAHAHA and I laughed till my stomch hurt!!!! We also had sort of a heart to heart talk hehehhehehehehe.
Yeah so this is just a post filled with lotsa words and 4 photos because when I look back in the future (maybe when I'm 80? HAHAHAH SIAO) I must remember that I had such a bad day but so many valuable friends that were by my side (and of course not forgetting my girlfriends). I realised in the post I didn't mention Fazli they all because I didn't see them today except Fazli in the morning he drove me to school again! He's a hero because everyday I late then he'd rescue me HAHAHHAHA.
Life is so tough now and it's only the beginning. I feel so sad but somehow I think by hook or by crook we just have to turn our U's around. It's so saddening that so many of us got such bad results :( So demoralising but WHAT TO DO let's suck it up and move on as a much stronger person. I must start studying like I never study before (but then again if I never study before I wouldn't even begin. So if I study like I never study before that means that I won't begin. Okay I make no sense nevermind).
Okay everybody let's gambatte together. Sigh next year at this time maybe I'd be missing JC life.
Our greatest glory is not in never failing but rising everytime we fall.- Nice quote on my class noticeboard. :)
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