Of Being Skinny

♥ Wednesday, April 04, 2012 at 6:53 PM

Listening: -
Feeling: Annoyed

Hi world, this is gonna be a rant. As the title suggests, it's a rant about being skinny. Yes yes, what's so bad about being skinny right? Just read on and you'd know. And by the way I thought about it quite some time before I wrote this post because I was scared that people might hate me, but hey I am only speaking what I feel.

Disclaimer:
This post is about ME and what I feel. I'm not gonna purposely be sensitive to anyone's feelings. Also, I'm not being arrogant or proud that I'm skinny. It's just a body type. If you think I'm being arrogant then please blame society and not me because it's society that embrace skinny people.
Also, I'm not talking about anyone in particular, it's just what I've experienced as a whole throughout my 21 years of life.

Here goes.

I really hate it when people tell me "Oh my god!! You're so skinny!" (in the disgusted tone) Well what was I supposed to reply? Obviously I know I'm skinny - I've known it since I was 4 years old when people look at my ribs and say it's like a guitar (HAHA quite funny). I knew it since I was 6 years old when EVERY single family gathering my relatives hold my wrist in disgust and tell me that I'm too skinny. I knew it since I was 7 when the health promotion board people ask me if my mum feeds me. (have to say now I've gained a lot more weight than when I was young. Last time I looked like a malnourished african kid, but that's not the point)

Was I supposed to reply "Oh thanks for the reminder." or "Oh okay." or maybe "Okay I'm sorry my skinny-ness offended you." when someone tells me I'm OMG-so-damn-skinny? I really don't understand!!

And amazingly most of the time the conversation goes like this:
Person: OMG you're so skinny!
Me: *laughs cause I dont know what to reply*
Person: You should seriously eat more!!!!

Oh and do you think that I myself do not know that I need to eat more and gain weight? Oh but wait a minute, how well do YOU know ME and my diet to judge that I need to eat more? Please talk to my hand unless you can eat more than me.

It's funny because no one goes to a fat or big-boned person and tell her that she's OMG SO FAT or OMG SO BIG SIZED. Why? Because it's insensitive and rude. You're supposed to go to naturally bigger people and tell them that you admire them for eating healthy and not conforming to societal norms. (Think Adele) But why in the world does no one think that saying (in disgust!) that a naturally skinny person is OMG SO SKINNY is extremely rude as well?

Anorexia is bad and has been gaining attention due to the media's inaccurate portrayal of beauty. Because of this spotlight on anorexia, starving yourself in order to achieve the standard of beauty that the society demands is frowned upon and discouraged. BUT BEING SKINNY IS DIFFERENT FROM ANOREXIA.

Get it, humans?

I am born skinny. I did not starve myself to be skinny. I do not purposely eat lesser to maintain my weight. I eat like a normal human. And if you know me well enough you should know that I (sometimes) eat more than a normal girl. Why is it that people can just comment that I am really skinny, I need to eat more, I am very disgusting cause I'm so skinny? Do you think I would not be hurt? Just because I am skinny, I deserve being looked upon as disgusting, and I should suck it up because I have it easier than heavier people?

Just like any other girl, heavy skinny fat thin curvy bony ugly beautiful, everyone has their insecurities. If you see a girl with so many pimples do you purposely tell her that she has a lot of pimples and it's damn disgusting? You do not! If a meaty girl wears a tighter dress and feel insecure that her fats are showing, do you encourage her even though it might not look that flattering? Yes! Then why do skinny people have to take all the blame and all the hurt? Did you think I wouldn't be insecure that my bone is jutting out when I'm wearing that dress and it looks ugly? Or that my shoulder blades look extremely obvious in that top and I look malnourished? Did you have to PURPOSELY mention it to me so I feel more insecure than I already am, or did you think since I am skinny, therefore I am conceited and I should be reminded that I'm skinny (in a disgusted tone).

I really do not understand, because most of the time I feel that people comment about my weight/body type just because they have nothing better to say, or that by saying I am extremely skinny and disgusting it makes them feel better about themselves. And it's not like I purposely say that I'm fat, so that people can say I'm skinny and make myself feel good. I'm not so shallow and idiotic! Then what's the point, really? To make me feel bad?

Here's a big SUCK IT UP!!!! to you.

Labels: Me, Thoughts

The Unofficial End

♥ Saturday, November 21, 2009 at 4:16 PM

Feeling: Happy
Listening: Two is better than one

Yesterday saw the end of my Econs paper, as well as the end of all our written papers for the A levels. By written papers I mean papers that require us to write with ink. We're left with Chem and Phys MCQ which falls on 23nov and 30nov!!!!!



The dreadful Econs paper was surprisingly a lot more alright because our favourite Larry's psychic ♥! After the paper, Sele Blanche Hils Avis and I headed off to Century Square's Popeyes for lunch/dinner! OMG I love Popeyes ttm and I love the mash potato with jam! It's my new favourite and it's recommended by Jasmine! Blanche likes it lots too!!!!



Oh halfway through eating we realised that we forgot to buy tickets to 2012! So Blanche the enthu person volunteered. IN THE END?!?!?! She bought the seats to the first row. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA JOKE. The auntie told her it's the best seats!! WAH ultimate cheat! The movie lasted for 2h45mins omg longer than the Econs Paper (but shorter than Maths HAHA)!!!! We thought our neck would ache like hell but it turned out okay cause we were kinda engrossed lol.



Anyway the story is super epic. I mean like things drop from the sky and it just won't hit their plane. The whole world is like crumbling and somehow it just won't crumble at their feet. Super duper kuazhang and comical that Sele and I kept on laughing. HAHAHAHAHAHA. We're such disruptive cinema-goers but nevermind cause front row right nobody one.



After the movie we sat at McCafe to just chill. We chilled till like 11-odd and I got super high. Almost drunk-like. Drunk on McFlurry hoho madness. We made a to-do list that we signed and promised (?) to complete teeheeeeeee. :D So looking forward to the official liberation!

I'm almost in holiday mood already! I'm going to the Angela Zhang mini showcase concert with Teri Yap later! :D Kinda excited cause I haven't went out to PLAY + not in school uniform in a while you know!

On a completely different note I'm v sad because after 23nov I won't see some very important people anymore. :< I wonder if I should pluck up courage and execute my grandmaster plan but I got no balls. 0:>

Labels: Bimbos, Photos, School, Thoughts

Of Being Blessed

♥ Friday, July 17, 2009 at 10:57 PM

Feeling: BLESSED
Listening: Candles - Hey Monday

Today I had a mixture of emotions. Tired, agitated, scared, depressed, sad, sick, calm, tired, happy, excited, ultra super duper excited. Wow. THIS IS A LONG WORDY POST WITH NO STRUCTURE BTW. :D:D






So first period was Physics. Scared to the max. Scared because I am so screwed and scared because I am scared of my Physics teacher. I can see that he's trying very very hard and so I will try very very hard too. Actually all the teachers are. And it sucks that as much as we want to produce results for them, and for ourselves, sometimes your capacities are just so limited.

And then after that we got back our Econs paper. I was damn sad because I really wanted a pass, which I didn't secure. I guess my expressions were damn screwed because Rachel Tang was like "EH SHARON TO don't cry leh!" It was okay at first but after she said that I began tearing. Sigh so embarrasing. I so cool where can cry one right? :'(

So my cute classmates (especially Rachel the monster) and Selena and Blanche were all really nice. *touched* And then after that was Maths lecture. HAHAHA the only 2 guys in my band Desmond and Hianchong aka my PW members waited for me I think they scared I cry. HAHAHAHAHAA! And I met Kuan, Weijia and Charmaine on the way. Theyalso so nice (and random but Charmaine so cool~). *touched again* They all made me feel so sooo sooooooo xinfinity much better. ♥♥ Don't know if they'd read this but I really appreciate it a lot okay!!

I got E for Paper 1, that's why I'm in Band 1. But my Paper 2 was crazily bad. I got only 8/60 for my Statistics what shit! And so in the end my total was another U-grade. SIGH my mood sank to the bottom of the ocean!! BUT after that I went to LT4 to get class fund and something made me smile. (Even though it was a sad smile but at least I moved my cheek muscles) And Gina gave me a half hug/ pat on shoulder. ♥ *touched again* And then there was Vincent who I have not had a chance to talk to properly in ages!!

Then later after school I went to eat good food with Hils, Blanche and Trace. Blanche sorta chided me for not being serious and stuff, which I agree. Wake up call cause it's a scolding from BLANCHE. Sighhhh.

Kk after that was study at the library with Hils because we were waiting for Kuanyee and Gina~ for dinner. I was quite high! No idea why. Then later we met them for dinner at around 8pm and we had lotsa fun catching up with each other and just talking and relaxing. Sigh I just heart them deeeep deeeeeeep. ♥ HAHAHA and I laughed till my stomch hurt!!!! We also had sort of a heart to heart talk hehehhehehehehe.

Yeah so this is just a post filled with lotsa words and 4 photos because when I look back in the future (maybe when I'm 80? HAHAHAH SIAO) I must remember that I had such a bad day but so many valuable friends that were by my side (and of course not forgetting my girlfriends). I realised in the post I didn't mention Fazli they all because I didn't see them today except Fazli in the morning he drove me to school again! He's a hero because everyday I late then he'd rescue me HAHAHHAHA.

Life is so tough now and it's only the beginning. I feel so sad but somehow I think by hook or by crook we just have to turn our U's around. It's so saddening that so many of us got such bad results :( So demoralising but WHAT TO DO let's suck it up and move on as a much stronger person. I must start studying like I never study before (but then again if I never study before I wouldn't even begin. So if I study like I never study before that means that I won't begin. Okay I make no sense nevermind).

Okay everybody let's gambatte together. Sigh next year at this time maybe I'd be missing JC life.

Our greatest glory is not in never failing but rising everytime we fall.
- Nice quote on my class noticeboard. :)

Labels: Bimbos, School, Thoughts

Of Animals

♥ Monday, January 19, 2009 at 9:39 PM

Feeling: Tired
Listening: Love Is Only a Feeling - The Darkness

While I might not agree with the Animal Rights fully, I do believe wholeheartedly that animals shouldn't be skinned, or even used for games, for entertainment. Gosh. Where should I even begin!


Pledge to go fur-free at PETA.org.

I don't know. Animals skin don't make you healthier, fitter, or prettier. It has no use. Not at all. People skin animals only for greed and vanity. After robbing them off their skin, they're left to rot and die. Left out there to gasp for air, skinless, dying. I don't see how this is justifiable.

Heck, I don't even understand why some people can do this in cold blood.



Similarly, people eat foie gras for? Fun? The ducklings are thrown away / killed by suffocation after those ruthless people extract them off their liver. Liver. WTF. I don't know. I'm fine with the working of the food chain with humans on top, but at least be less cruel as we go about it?

Well you may argue that animals have no feelings, no emotions, and it's perfectly alright to kill them. Humans are of higher intelligence and we have feelings and emotions. That's why we can kill animals and use them to our own benefits.

If you watch the video you'd see how they go about killing the animals. It's ruthless. It's cruel. So this is what humans, with FEELINGS, with EMOTIONS, with INTELLIGENCE, are made of.

But it is precisely the fact that we have emotions, thoughts, whatever, that we should we should sympathise. We should be more humane (and then people will start arguing that humane is a word used on humans, not animals). Is it really true that animals have no feelings or emotions?

I'm not familiar with the workings of the animal rights. What I do know is that it is agreed that animals should no longer be regarded as property, or used as food, clothing, research subjects, or entertainment, but should instead be viewed as legal persons and members of the moral community. (Wikipedia) While I might not be so extreme in my views, I do agree that animals shouldn't be used as clothing, research subjects or entertainment.

I'm not an argumentative person (LOLOL) and I can't debate well. I'm just sharing what I feel. Please don't purposely go find loopholes in what I say and argue with me hor thank you.

And after writing this entry I feel very sad.

Labels: Thoughts

Of Chaotic Morning and Retarded Brothers

♥ Thursday, November 27, 2008 at 6:59 AM

Mood: Weird
Listening: My sister singing Jay Chou's song HAHAHA LOL

I don't know what to make of this... Good or bad? My dad's in China (OH MY) and we were supposed to go to Malaysia with Felicia and her family with Dad's car (cause it's a 7-seater). They thought Dad's car is with us, and we thought it's with them. And in the end it's with neither - it's with another uncle, and we just found out a minute ago.

I feel guilty for not realising sooner but how do I know LOL.

And my brother is retarded.

B-Bro, M-Me, S-Sis

B: If we're going to carry this (ultra super mega big) plastic bag, someone will have to carry my shoe bag for me.
M: Can't you just put it inside the plastic bag.
B: Oh ya hor.

Afterwhich my brother proceeded to whine like some noob.

M: Be a man!
S: He's gay.
M: Gays are men.

Oh what a morning. I'm really hungry. I'm afraid that while cooking maggie mee halfway they will appear at the door and then I'd have no time to finish eating my noodles.

Anyhoos, in case you didn't realise, this is just a retarded entry I am making before I set off to Genting, while waiting for the car. I was thinking of buying souvenirs but I figured that the best souvenir I can bring back from Truly Asia will be chewing gums. :/

I'm hungry. And I really sincerely hope I'd enjoy myself.

And also, the more I stare at the blogskin the more pretty I think it is. I'm such a genius sometimes right. :D:D The funneh eyes (according to Teir) is actually copied from my pencil case. Shall take a picture next time to show it.

BYE DARLINGS.

Labels: Thoughts

Of Dollars and SENSE

♥ Monday, November 24, 2008 at 4:42 PM

Mood: Zzz
Listening: About A Girl - The Academy Is...

I'm super tired omg. Just came back from Mustafa with Xiurong after work. We bought bangles!! Super duper ultra cheap omg.

Yeah as the title says, of dollars and cents. I spent $500 on a new CPU, $200 on facial, $280 on new contacts, $150 on shopping, ~$80 on miscellaneous stuff. Wow. This is crazy. I still owe Kenneth ~$30.

(At this moment in time I'm singing Shan Hu Hai with my sister. LOL I'm the guy and she's the girl.)

Anyway this is a ranting post.


Wong wong and I. This is my girlfriend. We like to talk crap and she is idiotic. She is finally 17. (HAHA @ Camilia) See this picture, we were trying to capture the Christmas Tree but failed miserably. Nvm cause it's ugly anyway.


Lame Christmas Tree. There was this guy asking "Do you think this Christmas Tree is big?" -_______________-


WongRongBong and I. This is my co-worker. She is tall and her toilet visits are super long. She has cute bangs.


Many people at the BO_Okfest, a sucky place to be at. Quite a few of the permanent staff suck. Yeah those staff come from a 5-letter country that starts with C. They are irritating and slacky and like to boss around when they have not much authority.

Disgusts me to no end.


JJ. The stupid Nick Shen keep saying "Jimmy Lin JunJie" for a week. I think he should go kill himself. -_- And he's a sucky host. The other old dude is a sucky host too, cause he pretends that Nick is not there. So rude. Aiya they should just change the host.


My beautiful shoes. Ohyeah one sucky day I was on my way to work, and a very hip mother of two asked/told me "Did you draw your shoes? They're really nice!" And she said I'm talented. WAH shuang.


Joyce and I. This is my working companion. This is called camwhore in the toilet. This is not called slacking. We were just following what the people from the C country is doing. :D


This is called Mustafa.


These shoes quite cute hor? But it's men's and it's humungous. And it's not very cheap. Oh money money please drop from my ceiling.


Bangles bangles cheap cheap bangles. There's so many cheap things in the world. Add all the cheap things I buy and it'll end up to be a huge amount of money. What am I doing with my life?


This is tired people sitting on MRT floor. I think only idiots sit on MRT floor. Today I became an idiot. :D There's always a first for everything. Hi Ms Lai are you proud of me?


Joyce Wong Xiurong and I. This is my sinful shopping companion. Everytime I go out with her I'd spend loads. Camilia, where art thou!!!!

Anyway if adding n amount of pearl will cost an additional 30c, then if I request for no pearl, they should minus 30c since I'm saving the pearls.
If you argue that there's additional amount of liquid that is needed to make up the volume of n amount of pearls lost, then adding pearls shouldnt require money because adding n amount of pearls will mean that there is lesser volume of liquid needed to make up one cup of bubble tea.

Make sense right?

I didn't go for some OGL games trial today. And I think I'm not going for OGL camp. Who do I have to inform ah? I'm going to genting with my extended family. Almost all of them which is like a lot of people. Family > OGL. Genting > School > Camp.

Oh how come my holiday doesn't feel like a holiday?!?!

BECAUSE I MAKE MYSELF BUSY. Omg I'm so stupid. Some people like to keep themselves busy to feel a sense of importance in their life. I like to keep myself free to feel that I'm enjoying life.

Some people call it no life, but that, my dear, is my life for you.

I feel like arguing with someone today.
Today is a sucky day.

Labels: Girlfriends, Life, Thoughts

Of Growing Up

♥ Tuesday, November 18, 2008 at 12:42 AM

Mood: :(
Listening: -

Dear Diary,

Today is a day that has taught me many things - things that can't be absorbed from attending Chemistry or Economics lectures. I learned about unreasonable policies, about contracts, about lawyers, and most importantly about profit-motivated people.

I had to grow up. I was forced to. From being a teenager, I had to become a young adult that will take responsibilities of my own actions and words in a matter of 5 minutes.

It's a lesson learned. A very painful lesson indeed.

Today is a bad bad day.

Labels: Life, Thoughts

Of Stars and Umbrellas

♥ Saturday, November 15, 2008 at 9:00 PM

Mood: Hopeful!
Listening: Nobody - Wonder Girls

Whalabam!!!!!! (new style of greeting) See the title! I bet nobody understands what I am talking about but it shall be revealed soon!!

But before that, I wanna tell the world something!


HAPPY LIAO LAH!!!!!!!! HEHEHEHE.
And my name in the computer is Owner. -_- Owner leh. Like wth. My stupid uncle lah! I didn't realise until now. I told him "Sharon To". HE GO OWNER ME. Noob! HAHAHHA.

Okay of Umbrellas.


I think she look like Michael Jackson leh. Especially in this MTV. I used to like her bobby hair but now I think she looks super duper tranny. Gosh.

Okay of stars. :D



HAHHAHAHAHA JJ AND RUI EN ARE COMING TO (visit me at) MY WORKPLACE!!!!! Aka the fair I'm currently working at. OMG. Happy sia. I hope the lame fans will crowd the area (my area is DAMN near the stage) then I'd have no place to stand = no need work. HAHAHAHA. Or I'd be pushed to Xiurong's area then we can talk. :D:D

And right I hate all Energy fans. Shall do a post on Most Memorable Customers after I finish my entire work duration.

Now I shall show the world my cute woman's picture!


OH SO PINCHABLE!!!!!! Hello Blanche I miss you I miss you I miss you(r cheeks!)
Anyway I'm wearing a cap/beret, because I had ugly hair + can't be bothered to conceal my darkcircles. So I went to Tampines Mall without specs/contacts + the beret I look like a terrorist. Hehehhee.

And then a few pictures of myself. :D

My hair look nice hor? :D

Labels: Life, Photos, Thoughts

Of Work and Money

♥ Monday, November 03, 2008 at 10:03 PM

Mood: Zzzz -_-
Listening: Reinventing Your Exit - Underoath

Hello. If you're here to read an interesting entry then too bad. :D My life is a bore right now and I have nothing to blog. Wow.



Just take a look at my schedule for this month. Wow! How fun!! It's almost totally filled!!

Anyway I am gonna work at this event, so if you're bored maybe you can drop by and say hello to me, and also help me buy cheap lunch.

Why cheap lunch? Cause in Suntec, 1 plate of chicken rice is equivalent to my 1 hour of standing. Of course I won't eat there right.

So thank you very much. :) :)

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Hey people. I miss you all manzzzz. Haven't sat down together to eat for quite sometime already. For Hilma we had a walk today so it's alright. Haven't seen Rikakaka too. And maybe Fazli and Dean and Ganesh. But I saw Faz in the train today HAHAHHAA.

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He quite handsome man. Last night I dreamt of him winning the elections and McCain crying. Am I funny or what? I have no idea why man! Because I don't even follow the elections and I've not watched any videos of their campaign or debates. HAHAHAHA. Weird~

Now when I see Obama on the news I'd burst out laughing. Like NOW. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA.

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Today I told my friend a secret. It feels good to trust somebody with your secret. :D
Today I bought a new dress. It feels good to shop and buy things and look goood.
Today I signed a contract. It feels weird. Mind-boggling. My first contract! HAHA.
Today I took the bus with my girlfriend. It feels good to talk nonsense and crap.
Today I took a 10-minute walk. It feels good to enjoy the breeze and think.

Today I saw you. And that made my day.

Labels: Life, Photos, Thoughts

Your Song

♥ Sunday, October 19, 2008 at 12:32 AM

I associate most people with a song.
The song can be a song that you always listen to,
A song that we've discussed,
Or a random song that suits your style.

Everytime I listen to Apologize,
I'd be reminded of this scene.

And everytime I hear that song,
I'd be reminded of you.

That song belongs to you.

Labels: Random, Thoughts

Beautiful

♥ Wednesday, October 08, 2008 at 7:56 PM

Hope, in the places least expected.

Today is a day full of happenings.

PW in the morning was a major hit in the head. All along our PW teacher didn't really criticise my group's WR much and I was hoping that it's good for submission. But all of a sudden today my teacher said that my group's WR is really problematic. It came as a huge shock and major blow. I really don't know what to do.

After that was getting back our Econs. To speak the truth, I was quite confident of passing. I know my stuff. But in the end I got a mid-E. Was feeling kinda disappointed.

But the major shock came when I passed my Chemistry. Well, like what Mr Ng said when I got my O level results, You lose some, you get some. Since I passed my Chemistry, I shouldn't feel so sad about Econs right.


The combination to unlock my heart? <- thought by Cheesy Tracee.

Well, I really hope that Goddess of Mercy will answer my prayers and let all my friends promote. :( It sucks seeing everybody so gloomy and worried and unhappy.


Hehe the pole poked out from the corner of the picture and I think it's funny. HAHAHAHAHA.

My PW groupmates didn't score too well for Econs. I saw them in the canteen after Econs while I was taking my daily walk (haha). I didn't know if I should go over to talk to them, but Tracee told me to, because they're my group members afterall and I should show some concern. So I did.

But my concern was totally wasted on them. Yucks. Don't feel like mentioning why but it disgusts me to no end.

And the best thing is I am not someone who will show concern to everybody. And they're part of the people that I won't. I already tried my best lor! (LOL should I even mention this here?)


Exhibits. Can you see my reflection?!?! Haha!

After school today was Photog. See the pictuer above! Isn't it cool? :D It was an exhibition at the shopping centre in Dhoby Ghaut. (Forgot the name again. The one with Instant Karma) There was also the exhibition with a lot a lot of camera models and old vintage stuff. No pictures because no photography was allowed. If you're free go see it's good.

There was also these suitcase that are damn retro and I love them so much! Gosh! ♥♥

Oh I am thinking if I should go to the J1 Bash. Theme is retro. I like!!


I conquered 138 steps of stairs!! This is the view from the top!

We then climbed 138 steps to go to this place called Old School to take a look at the exhibitions. In the end it wasn't open to public. -_- Haha. Anyway do you see KuanYee in the picture? I swear she's damn cute!!

Blanche, Weiting, Kuanyee can form a cute clan already. They just need one more cute preson and they can start a table to play mahjong.


The exhibition name.

After the 138 steps disappointment, we went to some place for another exhibition. (I don't know the name of the place also LOL!) It's an exhibition by a famous photographer, and the photos are supposed to be artistic. I didn't really see the art in the photos though. I think I am an art noob. Hahahaha!


Flowers?

In the train today Hilma and I managed to get seats. It was the seats for 2 person at the side. When Hilma got up to alight, some woman CHIONGed to her side, shoved her away, and sat down. Hilma was damn pissed she even said "some people cannot wait". Hahaha.

I don't know. Before that when I just sat down, the woman was looking at me. Like she's eyeing my seat, and I pretend I didn't see. Was I bad? But seriously I don't think she needs the seats. I always give up my seats to needy people... old people, injured people, pregnant woman,...etc, like what the signs + mama + school taught me. But I hate it when some people think that students should give up their seats to adults, and take it for granted. I mean adults, not needy people. ADULTS leh! If you're tired we are tired also one lor.

And I hate it when some people pretend to be sleeping when they see the abovementioned people board the train/bus. I think it's just basic manners everyone should have to care and share. I will definitely teach my children the right manners lor.

Lastly, I don't like to sit at the 2 corner seats on trains with stranger men. I feel very uncomfortable. Am I weird? :D


Work Ahead. This signboard is my life story.

I don't know why I typed such a long entry. I have too much time. Actually it is because the thought of PW makes me sick and I am trying to drag as much time as possible now.

But then I think I should appreciate life more. Think positive. :D

Steamboat with my girlfriends tomorrow.
I can't wait! But there's PW. WR and OP. I need to find more timeeeeeeeeeee.

And all of a sudden the words to the music make so much sense.
Now I've really given up. :)

Labels: Photography, Photos, School, Thoughts

Life is pretty amazing.

♥ Monday, October 06, 2008 at 9:20 PM

Sad and white flowers at the side of the road.

I don't know if these flowers are sad but they look pretty sad cause nobody notices them and nobody cares. Nobody pays attention to their beauty and they're hidden away at a corner. Isn't that sad? :(

But I noticed it! HAHAHAHAHHAA I'm so pro!!
Let's all open our eyes and see the beauty of the world around us! TEEEHEEEE!

I got back my GP and Physics! I got E and S respectively. Crap results but I made through the minimum criteria of pass in GP and subpass in H1 subject. Go me! Now what's left will be the decisive H2s which will be given out only on Thursday.
TORTURE OR WHAT?!

And today my heart hurt for like aasjdasi 10 minutes and I nearly died. When I was in so much pain Tracee told me to pluck out the cupid's arrow from my heart. -___- She damn irritating right! HAHAHAHA.

__________

!xoSUPERSHARON. uncrush. uncrush. uncrush. -♥- says:
ARGH pw sucks the life outta me
didnt wanna come home cause i dont wanna face PW T_T

Pinarello says:
..
hey
we must face everything in life
its just another obstacle
just like
erm
how you said you'll get U for physics, but in the end you manage to not get U
right
__________

Sometimes Teckquan says the most amazing of all things.
Thank you Tecky! You made me a little motivated!

For a second. HAHAHAHAHA.

Bye world! Wish me luck for PW! It is definitely not easy to work with 4 guys I swear.

Labels: Photography, Thoughts

Gossip Girl

♥ Friday, October 03, 2008 at 11:56 PM

Hi World. I'm now at Season 2 and I am catching up.
I am too lazy to blog. Too tired actually.
I have 1) Girl's night out, 2) Open House Packing, 3) Open House to blog about and I will do so tomorrow.

Open House's fun, even though all I did was stay around outside the General Office. Guess it's the company that matters! :D And I met many nice people today!!

But I think chivalry is dead in MJC.
How sad is the world?

And I lost a bet. My secret has been exposed. Gosh.
I am very very very upset. So upset that I teared a little. Well just a little. I can't believe I am saying this here. But whatever. I trust you. Please don't prove me wrong omg.

Thank you Hilma and Tracee. Thank you for being there when I need your presence. I can't believe I can't face it. Is that all you have, Sharon?

HAHAHAHHAA I sound like something really grave just happened when it's actually nothing much. I'm still me. And you know you love me.

Labels: Random, Thoughts

End of the World

♥ Thursday, September 11, 2008 at 9:46 PM

I was actually hoping the end of the world Big Bang theory today will come true. But Tracee said if the world ended yesterday, then the 2012 theory will not hold true anymore. How true. And now how many truths have I said in this paragraph?

But even if the Big Bang thingy came true (HAHA), and a black hole/ antimatter is created, no one will be held responsible cause we'll all be dead. And if we didn't die, it'll be a major scientific thingy right? So if I'm a scientist I'd go ahead with the experiment. Cause if it's a success, I'd be rich. If it's not, I'd be dead anyway. :D

Go read this article.



I feel like taking pictures. I miss hearing the shuttle sounds and I miss everything about it. How I wish promos will end now and I can borrow cameras again. I wanna go picnic and take a lot a lot of fun pictures. And most of all, I wanna buy a polaroid and a holga. Maybe I'd buy a vivitar since it's so cheap~

I skipped school today. And apparently so did tons of my classmates. And at the end of the day we were left with 11 people. Hurhur. How cool are we? I was supposed to study the whole day but in the end I slept quite a lot. But I studied too duh. If I didn't I'd kill myself. But I feel so sad that I love to sleep so much. I studied 1 chapter and slept for 2 hours. And I studied 3 chapters in total so go do the math.

Imagine how much more I could've studied.

Wow the previous sentence scared myself. I can't believe I typed it. Why am I saying this man. Am I losing myself slowly from studying too much?


Haha the Internet amuses me to no end. Apparently the breast picture my little cousin drew violated the terms of use. Was it even obscene? It's just 1 line with 2 circles. Don't tell me some dood look at it as porn.

No, wait, I retract that previous sentence. Maybe some people REALLY look at it as porn. Eew I shudder at the thought, but the world is full of weird people so what can I say?


Britney Spears' kids look damn cute please! Here for more pictures. Britney Spears is gonna make a comeback and I hope she'll do it well. Afterall she's the first singer whose album I bought. :D

And I can't stop sneezing. I've been sneezing for the whole day already. When I was young my grandmother told me that you sneeze cause someone is thinking of you. It's apparently false because there was once when I thought of my friend with all my might (when she's right infront of me) (just to prove the theory) and she didn't even flinch.

But if the theory is true, then please stop thinking of me, whoever you are.

HAHA.

I can't believe I'm typing nonsense and speaking to myself here.

But I think it's kinda fun. So I'll continue typing...

I changed my mind. Cause I can't think of anything to say anymore.

Bye. :D

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Chemistry SPA Skill D

♥ Thursday, August 14, 2008 at 9:23 PM

Dear Dude Incharge of MOE,

I think that the Chemistry Science Practical Assessments (SPA) are a complete waste of time and resources. This is especially true for Skill D.

In Skill D, we have to identify significant sources of errors, limitations of measurements or experimental procedures.

Since we have identified them, shouldn't we use them to modify our experiments to make them more accurate, instead of making the errors purposely just to write about it?

In the generic mark scheme, we have to state and explain the errors and limitations. I think it is more like MEMORISE the errors and limitations.

This is ridiculous because it requires no skills whatsoever. It is just a waste of time, resources and memory space because all we have to do is to memorise and then regurgitate. So it means that, we eat and then VOMIT it out. What's the use of it?

I think this is bullshit. But this bull is actually 20% of our A Level results. Please do not tell me that I am wrong for writing this entry unless you tell me a good and persuasive reason for this assessment.

And I HAVE to do it because it's my A Levels. Hurhur. Do I have a choice?

The stupid Skill D should be scraped.

Thank you.

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080808!!

♥ Friday, August 08, 2008 at 8:08 PM

HUAT AH!!!!! :D

Anyway I have nothing much to blog about the NE Trip today, except that it's very fun and I enjoyed myself with the class yay. :D Happy Birthday Cuishan!!!! Will blog again when they send the pictures to me. Will update class blog too!!

This post will be a LONG and random one btw. And I didn't edit most of the pictures so they won't look so good.


Backtrack to last Friday, where Eunice and I went to E-hub to catch Dark Knight. A week has since passed and I've yet to watch it. :(


Self-portraits!!!! PEACE! (^_^)v
I had many things to blog about that day but I am too lazy now. The most important thing is I had fun. And there's this shop that sells Hotdogs at L3 or L4 and it's OISHI!!!!!!! *squeals in delight*


National Day Picnic. :(
Yay I always have fun with my girlfriends. BUT!!!!! :( I am not going picnic with them already. I got 24% for my Chemistry Common Test and my mum is angry cause of the 4Us. I'm so sorry darlings.


MJC at 8.12PM.
And from now we shall all mug mug mug because we are in Muggeridian. What else can we do? :)


My new pencil case.

It's 080808 and it's Olympics! But seriously I am not interested in it at all. Am I weird? Is it weird to be not interested? In fact I am very annoyed because my uncle is watching it on TV (with super loud volume) and I don't see any beauty in it.


Taken during Photog
These lenses look like measuring cylinder. The picture is very blur because the lens was moving in and out when I took it. Haha.

And today I saw brand new Canon 450D with kit selling for $1299 at an Expo fair. Please go get it if you want to buy a camera because I think it's super worth it. Too bad I don't have the money... and I don't dare to ask my dad cause I got 4Us... (not within his budget as well)


J.Co Donuts!!!! Love the peppermint one!
I think donuts are really delicious... but I seriously HATE THEM BECAUSE the chocolate filling dripped on my skirt and it looks like shit... REALLY!!!! I took a picture but don't feel like uploading.

And one of the baker there damn cute!


Taken at Terminal 3.
Hilma and I went to Bugis, then to Expo, then to T3, and back to Tampines. LOL! And at T3 we played a game. We had to walk only on the black tiles. HAHAHAHAHA it's seriously SUPER fun I tell you!!!!


Blanche's socks HAHAHA. At first I read the left one as "Who ate you?" HAHAHAHHAA!!
Oh and while sitting at the viewing gallery, we listened to music and then both of us just set there to contemplate life. I love times like these where you just sit there to think through stuff.

Anyway Hilmaniaty...

O_O HAHAHAHA yours eyes are humungous.

Okay, the end of my post!!! :D:D Thank you for reading.


Taken at Jalan Bahtera MOE Campsite, LTC
Some friends are just companions,
But there are some who are here to stay.

:)

Labels: Girlfriends, Photos, Random, School, Thoughts